Monday, December 27, 2010

What's your dream car?

Something that I'll never get into an accident in lol

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If you could ask God one question what would it be?

Why would I ask one? I can pray and ask as many as I want lol

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What do you think about so far?


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Where'd you find out about

Roleplayers on twitter.

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If you were given a brand new yacht, what would you name it?

The Rogus.

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Sunday, December 19, 2010

FAVORITE..... bible verse?

Er. Joshua 1:9 is awesome...

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If you could be on any game show, what show would you be on?


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Favorite movie quote?

I have way too many.

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Favorite movie?

Reign of Fire.

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Favorite flavor of ice cream?

chocolate chip cookie dough ftew

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Favorite song?

AHH. Er. One Step Closer.

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Favorite animal?


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What's your favorite RP quote?

@SpyCasey Casey Eirever-Starks to
@SpiceCassandra *Comms* *Leaves a message* Cass? It's me. Comm me when you get this. Please? Love you

@GeneralGrevious to
@SpyCasey *hears a wrong number on his walkie talkie* Love you too

Made me LOL so hard.

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Monday, December 13, 2010

Posting on Steph's blog

I wrote that post, lol, Steph's been in a bit of a spot with the homework and asked me to post. Hopefully I don't kill her dead with the oddities XDDD

Friday, December 10, 2010

How was your dance performance the other night?


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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Hmm... Favorite author?


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Who's the funniest person you know?

OH. Hmm. @GiltrapAwesome, @SeanSplosive, @jrgifford, @_Darth_Jesus, @DarkSideLawyer...

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If you could only watch one TV show what would it be?

I don't watch TV anyway...Psych?

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What's your favorite movie quote?

"Assimilate this." *fires* #startrek #worf #firstcontact

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Who's your favorite band?


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If you could ask George W. Bush one question what would it be?

erm. Hi?

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What's the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?

IDK. Being interviewed ATM tho. Most hilarious interview ever, and @Pellaeon_IRL's being great about it. :D

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Why do you get asked so many damn questions and I don't? :(

XD Click on "Ask me questions" at teh bottom and it gives you more :D

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What 3 things do you think will become obsolete in the next ten years?

ME. my EARS. and my TOES. AI'm hyper eh?

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Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

Oh, I thought that said fried. Then I thought it said tired. Was like: WTF!?

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Would you rather be really hot or really cold?


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What was your favorite book as a child?

IDK, but I'm getting chills randomly.

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Chocolate or Vanilla?

BOTH. IN A CAKE. And Ice cream. :3

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Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?


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What's the most delicious meal you've ever had?


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Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?


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If you could eliminate one thing you do each day in the bathroom so you never had to do it again, what would it be?


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Who's the sexiest woman alive?


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I suggest you get writing then. :P

Been busy with Dance, Ayslinn. :P

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Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego?

With Waldo. :O

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Did you ever finish Kira's story?

Unfortunately, not yet. D:

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

I don't have the foggiest clue. o_O

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

How She Sees

For those that could be confused, this is how Kira sees when she's blind. Well, blind in our way of thinking. She can still see, kind of.

This is how we would see the hallway.

That's how Kira sees the hallway. Minus a few minor details that I was too lazy to edit out.

Monday, November 8, 2010

What happens to Kira next?

Oh, I have the entire storyline plotted out. Do you really want to know?

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

What was the worst job you've ever had?

I can't say that. Well, I could, but I don't want to. P.S., filing taxes sucks.

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What did you dream about last night?

Good question.

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Where'd you find out about

Twitter RPers.

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If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store, which store would you pick? and, and then go to and buy an epicamera, and a epitripod. :3

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If you were stranded on a desert island, which one person would you bring with you?

Hmm. StarScream. I'd enslave and brainwash him and then make me fly off the island.

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If you could master one skill what would it be?

Writing. To make believable characters and be able to convey emotions extremely well.

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If you could be a star athlete in any sport, which sport would you pick?

....does gaming count? :D

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If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

A movie. Preferably sci-fi, with horror and suspense... and an epic space battle. :D

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Would you rather be really hot or really cold?

Really hot. At least it's easier to type then.

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What would your dream job look like?

A desk. With an Alienware XPS desktop and a writing career.

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Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Her name is Oddball.

Tarantula, Oddball

She just molted, and I think they molt like every two months.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Massive update in like 2 paragraphs

I got a Tarantula, I have a twitter now, - I'm 18, a legal adult, I can vote now, I grew a bit, my left eye needs a better prescription, met two awesome people on JulNoWriMo chat that I follow on Twitter, I met more awesome Star Wars Roleplayers on Twitter, and I finished JulNoWriMo.

that's only one paragraph. Oh well...

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Combat Arms... retiring?

I'm getting bored of it. No map packs or new guns or more modes will change how I feel. I've noticed that when I play, it just... it gets old really fast, and I feel like I'm being charged with negative energy. I get snappish and angry after I've lost a game, and when I'm on the winning team... it doesn't seem to matter. It's an uncomfortable feeling for me.
Being homeschooled has left me with one thing others don't have as much of: free time. With Combat Arms, 2 years ago, I figured out a way to fill that time. But now it just doesn't seem like a worthy "filler" anymore. And it hasn't been expanding my talents or improving myself or helping me fulfill God's role in life for me. Plus, I counted how much NX (Nexon's real-money in-game currency) that I've spent and it totals up to over $170.
One-hundred and seventy dollars. Do you know what I could GET with that right now if I'd saved the money instead!?
One thing for sure: I can't get the money or the time I've spent on the game back. I may leave it installed on my Mom's laptop, but I am not going to spend anywhere near as much time on it as I had done before.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Got a new Phone

A few days ago (Monday) I got a Samsung Intensity. I have to say that so far I LOVE it. I really hated my old phone, which was a brick. >:E

There are already 5 pictures from the phone on my Facebook.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

20 Days later from the last post...

...and I'm re-reading Tattered Flesh again. Not as an edit-run, but just to read it. It's really interesting, going back and reading when I'm pumped and in my "prime" mode. I write a lot better when I'm planning on writing than when I'm not in my opinion.

Reading it, I know it needs a lot of work, but I'm also starting to try and appreciate the unaltered version, with all of the grammar typos and all of the inconsistencies. It makes me want to know what the final version will be like vs. the one I wrote last November.

I may post an excerpt at some point. I'm not sure. Either that or I'll host it under a creative commons license.


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Losing my steam far too quickly

I was on a roll with editing only a week ago. Or maybe a bit longer. Anyway, I'm losing my steam. I can only edit a few lines at a time before growing so bored and distracted that I save and exit OOo. It's annoying and frustrating, and even more so when I know exactly what I want to go and what I want to do. It's just conjuring up the will to do it.

Hopefully I'll have a bit more success this week.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Waking up at 5:30

It doesn't give me anywhere near as much time as waking up at 5 does, but it also doesn't leave me so groggy that it feels like my brain is trying to swim through Jell-o. Not only that, but--and I didn't realize it until now--I get massive headache's when I wake up at 5. They only last until I eat, or until I go out and get into the car, but they hurt pretty bad, and I didn't get one this morning. I'm happy about that, and I'll probably keep waking up at 5:30.

As for the writing front of my life... heh. I haven't written much for the past two days. Yesterday I was so bored that I watched Arachnophobia on YouTube. (Yes, the entire movie, from beginning credits to ending credits, is on YouTube. No, the graphics AREN'T that good, since it was made 20 years ago.)

It brought back a lot of memories of why I love spiders. The way they move, the way the jumping spiders pounce... the way some kinds of spiders seem to analyze their target and match its movements. :D

Anyway, I'll see if I can get some more writing done today, after Seminary. I should be able to, but we'll see.

Good morning, people. Have a good day!


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Epiphanies like Mad

I'm having epiphanies of a spiritual nature in large quantities today for some reason. I think I'm finally realizing really WHY I need God in my life. I keep getting this feeling that I need to read the Bible all the way through. I want to do it in a two-day challenge though. Just read, read, read, READ and write down all my thoughts. Then after that I'll read it in a week, taking a few hours out of my rather boring life and reading the scriptures. I'm also going to start praying in the mornings. I used to be good at doing it at night, but I've started to fall out of that.

That's all for now, except that I can't find the wipes and Kirstin (baby sister) has a really smelly diaper.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Trying to Write

I've been really trying to keep editing on a regular basis, but today's been especially hard for some reason. I can't quite seem to tear myself away from blankly staring at the screen long enough for me to click on I think one reason may be that I'm a little scared at where I'm heading with the plot. I keep bridging large parts together with barely any connecting scenes.

This wouldn't really be all that much different than the last few days, except that I can't connect with Alyx. Usually I feel almost exactly what the character is going through, but right now I just can't connect with her on any level. It's hard enough to write a single line, let alone anything longer than a paragraph.

Hopefully I'll start writing again in a few minutes. Let's see what happens.


Saturday, April 17, 2010

50 of 317

Stupid thing posted it twice before I'd even started typing anything. Fail for you, Blogger.

Before the writing stuff though, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!!! My brother is 16 now, and is at the freaking Senior Prom right now. I kinda expected that, being the older brother, I'd get to go first, but I'm happy that he gets to go. His date is nice, but before yesterday, they hadn't ever met. Long story.

Anyway, I've been editing my first book/novel thing for a few days now, and the memories it's brining from what I was feeling two years ago is rather freaky. There are a few scenes that I DO NOT remember writing, or even thinking of writing, and there are others that have stayed in my mind.

Other parts I only partly remember, and some others are only faintly remembered.

One thing I didn't really expect to see a lot was how much progress I've made as a writer since then. I didn't really notice it until I read pages 5-45 of Invasi|ion. It isn't as hard to convey emotions, it's easier for me to explain things with deeper meaning and less words, and I can connect with the characters a lot easier.

Another thing would be the plot. I honestly didn't think it was THAT messed up... until I re-read it after almost six to nine months without opening the file.
Wow. It was all over the place. It was so completely random that I couldn't even find the plot arc that I'd placed in it in NaNo '08. I couldn't really feel what the characters felt, I couldn't relate, I couldn't connect with them on the level that I wanted my readers to be able to do. Now, I think I can at least get a few steps closer to the book that I want it to be. The kind of book that doesn't just stay on the shelf after a single read-through, or the kind of book that is interesting for the first twenty pages and then is such a bore that they forget about it.

I want to be able to write the kind of book that will capture the audience. I want to be able to write something that will make people stay up and lose sleep and read what the characters have gone through. I hope I'm getting closer to that goal.

For the actual plot, I haven't made that much progress. Mostly I've been re-writing things that didn't make sense. I'm only 50 pages in, but already I've made a lot of progress making the beginning of the book look like something you'd find in a book, not something you'd find on a bunch of scrap paper in someones attic.

That was all a bit ramble-y. Oh well. Have a good night, folks. :)

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Fridge Leak and Sims 3

Our fridge sprung a leak yesterday, while I was at a live-action roleplay game. The fridge is fed water by a small tube that runs underneath the floor, and somehow it got a little slit. Now it's leaking down under the floor, to the side of the house and along the paint, reaching a hole and dripping right into the computer room. Good thing we have tile instead of carpet in there. -_-

I'll probably take a picture after church.

Sims 3:
Yesterday we got Sims 3 and have been playing it on my Mom's laptop. I made Kyle and Maegan from Invasi|ion on Sims and their personalities are exactly the same in the book, except Maegan has an odd cleaning tendency. I'll post screenshots of them as soon as I get the laptop back.

Oh, the other thing that bugs me is that I can't really cement what Maegan looks like in my head. I know what her body type is, and what color hair, and her hairstyle, and her eye color, but her face keeps fading and slipping. I guess I'll just have to re-read Invasi|ion and see if I can remember.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

LoTR Marathon

Last night we had a party in my Grandma's basement. It included Lord of the Rings, The Fellowship of the Ring Extended Edition and a projector, and a subwoofer and a lot of speakers. It was AWESOME!! It was also the first time I saw any part of Two Towers extended. The part after Helms Deep where Gimli and Legolas are arguing over who has more kills was hilarious.

I thought it was interesting how Gandalf made Aragorn look to the east on the fifth day. I can't remember why though... maybe it'll come back to me later.

And for those friends of mine that live near me, we're planning another LoTR party with anyone who wants to come watch with us. It'll be awesome.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I hate finding names for these darned posts

Haven't done a lot today. I slept in until 10 today, which was a really big surprise. I usually get up at 5, so sleeping in was kind of nice... except that I missed Seminary, which I love going to. -_-

Aside from that, nothing eventful happened. I left my clan on Combat Arms because no one was ever on. No point being in a clan except to socialize and play with each other, neither of which was common. I'm considering making my own clan, but I'm not quite sure why I want to join another one.

And a random chat:

Ḁñđŕě: I'm making a new duck tape wallet.
I got new tape today. Digital Camo!

me: Ooh
Can I order one from you on a discount? xD

Ḁñđŕě: sure
regular price is $85
you can haz...
for limited time offer...

me: LOL

Ḁñđŕě: .99!

That was random. It's my blog, I don't care. :D

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Writing again!

Yeah, I've finally started writing again. It's The Fall of Hope, which can be read here:

I haven't been up to much else. I made another account on Combat Arms called xScoped_ , so if you play it and see him on the Charlie server, I DON'T HACK. Just because my KDR is 2.02 doesn't mean I hack. :P

Aside from that, I haven't really done anything. :)

Friday, March 26, 2010

Not Dead

Yeah, I'm still here. I've been really busy with a lot of things. Mostly been doing a lot of Driver's Ed and stuff. About time I get my license. I'll post more tomorrow, when I've got a bit more sanity about me. :)

Friday, February 12, 2010


So far I've missed every day EXCEPT the one day that it was cancelled and I wasn't informed. >.<

I really DO want to go, and especially since I know everyone there, but it seems like everything is trying to get me to stay home.

And right now my friend Hilton is helping me set up Pidgin with Facebook chat. :D

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Got Awarded and a Bad day turned Awesome

First of all, I've really started to kick it off with LIFES again. I've written over 10k so far, I think, more than what I wrote all together for tFoH, which I should start writing soon after I finish LIFES.

Secondly, I got awarded by Kendrabelle, again. xD

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Kind of Angry

Yeah, there was a previous acquaintance of mine on Facebook that posted something dumb on his wall. I did it and was more than halfway through the requirements when he commented that I'd done it wrong. IT MORE THAN MADE ME ANGRY and I'm not entirely sure why. I guess COUNTING TO A FREAKING THOUSAND AND THEN BEING CUT OFF AT 534 KINDA MAKES ME ANGRY.

I wasn't gonna say that. BUT I DID. >_>

Bright side: At least it wasn't 999. -_-

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Odd Dream

There were these four kids going through these ancient ruins. The ground was a kind of dark tan tile and the ruins were spaced several hundred feet apart, holding up a vast ceiling of granite. They split up into two groups and walked off. A small girl and I went off to the right.

There had been reports of a giant spider and a massive cat lurking there, somewhere, and for some insane reason us four had been sent to investigate. Maybe the police just hadn't wanted to lose the members of their team and sent us in. I don't remember.
Anyway, after a few minutes of walking towards a larger structure with rings of sandstone coming off on each side, the girl disappeared, which I didn't comment on for some reason.

I walked through an archway into the larger part and felt and heard something massive move from above. I looked up and saw a massive spider, easily the length of a bus, towering over me, nestled in the sandstone and granite structure. It moved very quickly and one of its legs shot out and grabbed one of the other "kids". Poor Captain Kirk.

Kirk squirmed as the spider slammed him into the wall and then webbed him stuck there. I would've laughed at Kirk's face, but right then the cat came out of nowhere. One of the spiders legs shot down and smacked me on the face, and I blacked out.

I woke up and I'm invisible. Like, I know my body is there, and I can feel it there, but I couldn't see it. I blinked and sat up and saw the spiders face materialize right in front of me. It blinked and then lunged, and the dream seemed to reset itself.

Me, the girl, Kirk and the other girl were there. (The girls had no identities. I never saw their faces in the dream, and I didn't pay attention to their body type, so they could be anyone.)

The layout was the same, but I had my memories of what had happened the last time. I ran to where the Cat had come from and looked inside a small hole. Two white eyes looked out at me and blinked. I fell backward and scuttled towards the far wall of the oval-like cavern that was somehow well lit.

The cat started talking. In a somewhat familiar voice the cat said, "You're lucky to come to me. I won't kill you as slowly as that spider when it digests."
I gulped and grabbed a stick lying behind me and started batting at it. The spider lunged over me with super-speed and just shot across the open area. I looked to where I thought it was and blinked, and suddenly the cat was right in front of me. It swiped at me and scratched my face up, and then light came up from the back of the cats body and a voice said in my mind, "Here is the power of healing."

Then I blinked and woke up at my Grandma Jarman's house, where there was this pretty large wolf spider on the counter. It looked at me and time warped almost three weeks. It was spring and the spider had grown to the length of a golden retriever. The fangs along were scary enough, but the spider wasn't hostile. It ate pork and that was it, and it didn't even do the weirdo digestive thing. It had a mouth behind its pincers and just ate the pork. NOM NOM NOM.

The weirdest thing about it though was that the entire family was fine with this massive arachnid that lived on the counter. I don't think we ever named him, but as time went on (I'm talking months) the spider got more armor growing on it. It looked more like a whip-scorpion at the end. It even had those two antennae (Mom called them "Feeler-things").

After a while of Kendrabelle texting me (which I was more than mostly asleep through), I fell back asleep and then finished the dream with a bunch of foreign cousins coming over and trying to eat the spider. It didn't really like that and ended up running out the front door, screaming like an old lady.

I have weird dreams.

Other weirdo posting

Hehe. Still me.

Haven't Posted in a while

Been keeping my journal for the past 11 days. It's interesting how much can happen between now and then.

Before I go to sleep I:
Read as much as I can of an assigned book (Usually about 50 pages of Imperium)
Read 1 chapter of the BoM
Do +4 push-ups of however many I did last night (4, 8, 12, 16, 20)

Aside from that my days have been rather unproductive. Mostly I've been talking to Kendrabelle and Andre and Cavender, but last night I tried to get Windows 7 on here. Apparently I'm missing a few files though, because it comes up with the error "Bootcgm" or something like that is missing/corrupt, and to press Ctrl + Alt + Del to restart. When trying that, the buttons didn't work.
Big surprise.

There should be another person posting on this blog, which is also me. Due to a lot of things I switched emails. Mostly it was because I was sick of seeing JangoJordan instead of the name I'd made up for myself: Kyrenius.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Today has been an extremely amazing day

Today, one year ago, I met Kendra. So far we've gotten to know each other extremely well, and she and I think of each other as more siblings than long-distance friends.

We're both interested in the same things and (usually) like the same books.
Now if only she'd actually finish a book. :P
We're holding a competition between the two of us. Whoever reaches 10,000 words before the 16th wins. 16th at 4 O'clock. She's pretty pessimistic about it, but I'm confident that this will be a close struggle. Honestly I'm thinking something along the lines of "BRING IT ON SISTAH!"

Apparently I got tagged in the Happy award. I'll have to post that tomorrow since I'm rather busy testing out and watching.

It's a 3D black widow spider. It turns like "\" when hovering over a text entry field, it turns towards the screen and starts moving its legs when the computer is loading, it starts spinning a web when the the CPU is taking a lot of load and is loading, and it's extremely realistic. When the mouse isn't moving, it moves its front legs.
And I love it. :D

Monday, January 11, 2010


Yesterday I took up a challenge. Kendrabelle challenged me to write in my journal every day for a year. Not only did I find and download a program to do it, but the program is extremely easy to use. I love it.

Now I just have to actually start editing. I say I will, but if I never actually open the document, then it never happens.
*opens document*

Time to edit. >:D

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'd Forgotten how much fun Editing was!

Yesterday at dance, they all sat down and talked and watched their performance... so I was bored. I opened my netbook and opened "Tattered flesh working.odt" and started reading. So far all I've done is a few small line edits and one big scene adaptation, but I'm really focusing on the big picture and marking the things that don't make sense or are contradictions.

There was a major plot that I decided to kill half-way through writing it. There was gonna be this necromancer that was controlling the zombies, and he was going to kidnap Adrian and then Tyro was going to become some sort of beast-slayer, but I decided not to do that. I like what I did for this version a lot more.
I'm only at page 40 of 228, but I'll be done reading it really soon. Then comes the plot structure editing. :D

Friday, January 8, 2010

Job ">:|"

Today I was called into my job (I'm a tax filer) and was basically told that my handwriting was too poor to do the job. I didn't think about it that much until my Mom reminded me that there's a way to DIGITALLY SCAN IN AND PRINT ENVELOPES. I'm kinda pissed off at that, and I really just don't want to work there. I HATE filing things. I'd honestly rather stack shelves at Target than sit there and slide on my knees all day, reaching for taxes and finding names of people that I've never met.


Thursday, January 7, 2010

Jaxon has an Interesting way of Speaking

My little 4 year-old brother, Jaxon, has an interesting way of speaking.

I'll list how I say it and how he'd say it.

Me: Time to go to bed [name].
Jaxon: [name] ur go to bed.
Yeah, you read that right, "Ur". He can't pronounce "Your" or "You're", he just says "Ur". It's hilarious!
Me: We're going to the store.
Jaxon: Store? Jurdin are we [mumble] STORE!?
Me: Yes Jaxon, we're going to the store.

Me: Jaxon, it's time to go to bed.
Jaxon: No you! Ur go to bed Jurdin!

It's 11 here and I'm kinda hyper cuz I'm getting windows 7 and so yeah. Blame lack of sleep for the odd post. :P

Friday, January 1, 2010

Updated Total Words

Invasi|ion + LIFES = 85034

tFoH = 8941
Tattered Flesh = 50925

For a grand total of 144,900.
And I've still got more to write for tFoH.

First post of 2010

Reminiscing over the awesomeness and fails of last year. The first on my list would have to be meeting Kendra, since that also happened really early in '09. So far she's been an awesome friend and I've been encouraging her (lol) to write, and she's done the same to me. :D

Secondly would be meeting Stina. I think I met her just a few days after I met Kendra. :D

Third would be getting a netbook for my birthday. This thing has been the most useful device for me. Although the version of XP that I had seemed to have “I'm a Netbook running XP with no anti-virus, come after me!” written along it in every language (including LOLcat), so I installed Ubuntu Netbook Remix.

Fourth, I'd have to say was celebrating the anniversary of BREAKING MY ARM. THAT was FAIL, especially since there was a soccer goal post about a hundred feet away on that day, TAUNTING ME.
And Kirstin turned 1. She's so cute! :D

Another would be making this blog. I don't care if I did it in '08 or w/e, I LOVE WRITING IN IT and I KNOW I DON'T DO IT ENOUGH!

I'll think of more later I have got to go to bed. I feel really sick right now. :l