I had a huge epiphany about myself as I was waiting for toast to finish toasting in the toaster... toasterly.
Anyway, I know why I got the feelings I did from that email. My mentor, Aneladee, helped me figure out that I love connecting to people. If I can't talk to said person, I'm not connecting. So that's like denying a part of me to be.
No wonder I had those feelings! I feel way better now. And I lied. I'm trying to stop(lying). The email was from a friend of mine's mother, who emailed me to tell me not to talk to her daughter while she was studying.
Huge fail on my part. Duh. So I owe said mother and daughter an apology and a thanks. lol.